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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Kathlyn Birthday: 6/25/1988 Gender: Female Interests: EVERYTHING! Expertise: bein mah self and tru to those who count! Occupation: Student Message: message me Member Since: 8/29/2002

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

	UTOPIA Utopia
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Monday, October 23, 2006

nevermind im not sorry...

"you know what i've realized...you two were the only ones that kept me sane"

"and you chose the side that said yes and now you're paying for consequences"

FUCK THIS SHIT!!!

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

	im sorry
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Monday, October 16, 2006

i guess xanga is the kewl now...

....this is to who you think it is

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

why?...man...life hurts so much. seems like everything is going down. yes..people frown upon this because of what i am saying. well...id rather be better off writing this than expressing myself in a different way. everything that i thought seemed to be real was only a dream. it was a dream...why?...i awoke from it..i realized...nope nothing is real. its you...you did this to me...you cause me pain. you didn't "like" me and wasn't even close to loving me. how much i wished you loved me. no...that's asking too much. why you?!? YOU dont know how to love. dont say you love someone and not mean it. YOU dont know what love is! i hate you for being so fake...you think you know how to love someone...hell no you dont! what the hell do you think love is?... love isnt leaving that person behind and letting them rot away like some vegetable. my heart is mush now because i opened it up to you. BIG MISTAKE....you are the fakest person on this earth. no matter how many people may think you are the perfect...nicest...kindest...lovable person...I will be that ONE person to know you suck in relationships. you dont know how to keep one alive. you just murdered it. and i hate you for that. YOU may act like nothing happened...go ahead try to avoid it...hide it in the dark places of your mind! BUT something did happen. becareful...its still gonna be there. why?...you hurt me...i thot you would be the last person on this earth to do that. i was wrong...you did hurt me...and i know you dont give a fuck! it hurts because you dont even notice how much you are killing me...why?..why are you so blind...do i have to die so you will notice. the least you can do is to do it quick...but you like me to suffer...the long way. i applaud you to that. why?...were you afraid to commit?...interested in another?...o well...why?...does it even matter now...we're soon goin to be the past...just dust...i dont want to be just a memory...LOVE ISNT A BITCH! you are!
im out like a trout no doubt

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

wOof...APRIL 1st...what a day...

::APRIL 1st::

Prom
USC results

okay lets go over the bad news...

::USC results:: no surprise...i didnt make USC. well i cried...i was bummed and it sucked i had to find out the day of prom. wOooOooF! i cried a little...poo well ive come to realized that USC rejecting me shouldn't ruin my prom day!!!!!! yea don't you dare rain on my parade...it felt like the end of the world for split moment in time...but REALITY CHECK it wasnt the end of the world. surprisingly my parents didnt make a big deal. CSULB HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

::PROM:: one word PERFECT! i love my friends soo much...i seriously wouldnt have had fun if they weren't there. MONEY AINT A THANG...especially for special times with my friends...guys i cant wait for the video tape...

::PARTY BUS:: haha a bunch of stuff happened on that bus that shouldn't be spoken about...well HAMOON...all i gotta say is ...LIFE OF THE PARTY!!!!!! i love getting crazy with my friends...and the funny thing is...we were friggin sober...HAHAHA!!!!!

Mark is totally right!!!!!!!!!....

P ervertedly
R aunchy
O ut of the ordniary
M ulticultural sex on the PARTY bus

::PROM:: food...yum...exhibits...kewl...kareoke...awesome! the dancing was crazy...okay dancing with ms. ostrowski...hehe crazy...LOVED IT! soo yea it was great but it felt really short!!!!!!!!! ahh i love my friends..and my date...thanks! i had the greatest most awesomest time. this was a really great experience and the best adventure ever. gosh wut a day...

...so got home at 5:30...dad bought me mcdonalds...slept at 6:30....kuya woke me up at 9:30...wOof sleepy sleepy. went to church...after had stations practice. then had like dance practice for easter vigil...lame. then i went to jess' house...me and jr worked on the third dance. then watched havana nights...diego luna is sexy...now im home and im tired

okay i guess thats it cuz im sleepy...pictures later

buh bye good night prom was awesome

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Images HALF CRAZY!!!!!
Lately I gotta watch what I say
Cause you take things personal nowadays
You used to laugh now you get mad
Damn, I just want my friend back
And my mind's gone half crazy cuz I can't leave
you alone (oh can't get you out of my system)
And I wonder if, if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cuz I can't leave you alone
(can't get you out of my system)
And I wonder if, if it's worth me holding on
oh oh oh oh oh yeah
What happened to the one I used to know
(oh yeah yeah)
The one I used to laugh and joke with
The one I used to tell all my secrets
We used to chill and be down for whatever
whenever
together yeah
And my mind's gone half crazy
(oh) cuz I can't leave you alone
(I'm going half crazy baby)
And I wonder if, if it's worth me holding on
(over you yeah yea oh)
Said my mind's gone half crazy
(yeah oh) cuz I can't leave you alone
(and I just don't know)
And I wonder if it's worth me holding on
(said I just don't know what to do now)
Listen, we used to chill (yeah)
we used to hang (yeah)
we used to, we used to do so many things together (yeah)
yeah yeah yeah yeah
oh oh oh oh
yeah
oh oh oh

When you walk away
You don't hear me say
please Oh baby, don't go Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
You're giving me
too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,
Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"
When you walk away
You don't hear me say
please Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
The daily things
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,
Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple
When you walk away
You don't hear me say
please Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before
When you walk away
You don't hear me say
please Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before
Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

im tired of livin this life
can i run away
for a year or two
with you?
no i like forever
in my world we'll dance
on the water
the moonlight our guiding light
only nights
no i like forever
pinch me...reality hits
life sucks once again
but it felt so real
nothing lasts forever
back to the pain
back to goin insane
no i wont kill myself
i'll dream...but they dont last
or come true
no i like forever
forever with you

UTOPIA